ONE:THIRTY a.m.
A part of me is dying inside, soo dying that it has lost its senses. It understands that in life we have to move forward n leave things behind but, there's always a "BUT". Acceptance is the key which no locksmith can create apart from it's own will. I will have to understand to accept what's coming forward even at the cost of amazing times spent in past. God have his ways of making us a stronger person, ways which no one can understand , ways which may bear thorns but later makes it worth the roses.*"
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We have to learn what's in our fate, what time has to offer us. If we won't respect that, then time never bothers.The bursty realisations of us not being and enjoying the places at where we are in our present can merely kill us. The realisation that we will never hook up anymore to some corner of a place,we'll never get a sight of something anymore, we'll never experience the same kind of joys or sorrows sitting behind a window, never be able to gaze at particular tree or a beam of light, never hear the routined symphonies, never hop on the same slab,never cry at same places, never sing with same enthusiasm, never know the stories of lives of same people or what happened to them later.*"
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*""* A part of me is just scared,scared for never again having the same feeling of returning home.*"
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*""*This, what i'm experiencing in the tick of clock might sound like i'm dying "literally", but you know what dying literally is much easier than dying inside in such a mythical way...*"
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*""*I really wish i could just stop time from passing by n leaving me feel like a tad,helpless creature. But Wishes don't always come true, Ehh!*"
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"*It's middle of the night and Now i'v to pee. i don't want to.But if i'll step out in the veranda leading to the washroom, i'll have to witness the stars, the moonlight, the winter breeze n chills, the entire aura of that beautiful night which i'll never be able to witness ever after this night because gazing at this sight again will be fierceful for my heart.*""*
*""* I never thought i'll have such a night in my life which i would never want to end up at dawn,
*NEVER.*
